However…

I haven’t been here in a while… and that’s a good thing. It simply means that I am not as angry as I used to be.

however…

DEAR YOU,

If you have something to say, COME FUCKIN’ SAY IT! DO NOT MAKE SHORT, AWKWARD. MALICIOUS COMMENTS TOWARDS WHAT I THINK AND DO AND EXPECT ME NOT TO COMFRONT YOU ABOUT IT.

I’m in a fuckin’ good mood, don’t damper the situation with your hateful shiet!

k… that’s all!

feelings

Still feeling frustrated and thus angry… towards friends who hurt me. Sad that I’m choosing to stay away because my attempts to fix it, brings back the sting of how they have hurt me.

Happy cuz, this experience has forced me to go experience new people, but still mostly sad over the friends that I am erasing.

This is me trying to start to say goodbye…

I must do this because I don’t know if they know how hurtful their actions were- are. I feel that they era convinced of thier rightiousness without checking themselves.

All that I wanted to do what challenge what they are doing… and I got a knife in the back.

"et tu brute?"

Oh puh-lease do not compare me to Mr. May I look at the sky as I over “dramatisize” this event.

Hey YOU,

YOU promised us fun, but so far all I see are disappointments after plagiarisms after disappointments after plagiarisms. When is the fun going to start?

private conversation publicity

  • After realizing that I was on speaker… I quickly changed my tune from OMG this ship is sinking and I don’t plan on going down with it, to uhm… let’s see, ahem… “I am sad because it’s me, its totally me, feel neglected…”
  • ...[omitted]...
  • Yeah… I figured that at least this way, I wont make’em cry

Tomorrow’s Blithe

As a new antagonistic force reborn unto this world, I shall make my stand here and now, as this is where I was born, where I was revealed and where I shall continue to exist.

To you who has revealed me, I thank you. Without you I would not have the ability to say and do things as I see fit. And since I am aware of my revelation by you and revelations past, my anger have since subsided allowing me to think with more clarity and more focus, to reestablish my corroding allegiances.

I will now take this time to continue to bide my time, unless of course appropriate action is taken BY YOU, to right what wrongs you have perpetrated. As “nice” as I am to you now, be weary, for I have yet to hear YOUR APOLOGY for your crimes.

The words of LELOUCH VI BRITANIA!

I shall play no victim in this fairy tale. If I am to be the antagonist of this little story then so be it. All of my actions have been motivated by hope, by sheer altruism, but look where it is all leading… I can see… I can see friends betraying one another, and clearer and clearer more everyday I see the inevitable disaster that is about to unfold.

The future, you say, is subjective, always changing, always avoidable… but as it stands, if things proceed as I am seeing them… I fear that not even I, with all my strength, and all my abilities, could salvage whatever ruin will come of this.

Hear the echoes of my Mephistophelian laugh and cower before the vindictive words of Lelouch vi Britania!

What good is this chanting?
I don’t even know what I’m reading!
I don’t even know what trick I ought to try

One more disaster I can add to my
Generous supply?
No good deed goes unpunished
No act of charity goes unresented
No good deed goes unpunished
That’s my new creed
My road of good intentions
Led where such roads always lead
No good deed
Goes unpunished!

One question haunts and hurts
Too much, too much to mention:
Was I really seeking good
Or just seeking attention?
Is that all good deeds are
When looked at with an ice-cold eye?
If that’s all good deeds are
Maybe that’s the reason why

No good deed goes unpunished
All helpful urges should be circumvented
No good deed goes unpunished
Sure, I meant well -
Well, look at what well-meant did:
All right, enough - so be it
So be it, then:

Let all Oz be agreed
I’m wicked through and through
Since I can not succeed
Fiyero, saving you
I promise no good deed
Will I attempt to do again
Ever again
No good deed
Will I do again!

-No Good Deed

-Wicked

To you who will read this,

As this tumblog no longer appears to be secret, I say unto thee that THIS is a place where you can say anything you want; be it about how your brownie tasted six minutes ago or an outpouring of pent up frustrated rants that have surfaced due to the lack of space to do so. Regardless of the contents, you are allowed to say whatever you wanna say how ever trivial, vindictive, boring or asinine they may be (or are).

Just know that unspoken words are not good. It is best to “be real” with one another, rather than keeping what you feel locked deep within, simply because [people] cannot take it.

Judging

Life is complicated- it’s full of up’s and down’s… and how you respond to the up’s and the down’s is how I judge you.

blzkntrnr:
RISE MY SNOMEN ARMY RISE! MUAHAHAHAHA!
I join you in your vindictive laugh!!!!! THIS DAY IS A CAUSE FOR CELEBRATION

blzkntrnr:

RISE MY SNOMEN ARMY RISE! MUAHAHAHAHA!

I join you in your vindictive laugh!!!!! THIS DAY IS A CAUSE FOR CELEBRATION